*silence*

in times of silence, i heard nothing.
in times of conflict, i heard nothing.
in times of war, i heard cries.
in times of life, i heard worries.
in time to come. i heard only silence.

in a life of silence, i heard your voice, i heard laughter.
i took your laughter for granted then, i forgotten you are human like us too, you will feel sad, you will feel hurt. days without your laughter is colourless i shall say.

i miss your laughter.
for a peaceful and carefree mind you can have, i ask for blessing.

_still_

a new face, a new beginning, a new life
an old face, winkled face holding lots of memories,
each representing a moment in their life that worth their tears.

a clear blue sky i wish you to have,
endless thoughts of you floats in my heart,
can i be your teddy bear? can you have faith in me and share all hurt u feel, all pain u feel.
for you i'm here to share.
for you i'm here to feel.
for you i'm here to love.
for you i'm here for beginning.

boy meets girl..... a piece of art done by a very special friend of mine.. simple materials yet marvelous results with a creative thinking of hers...cheers !

feelings

in the bus full of lifeless souls, i have my personal space at a corner of the ever quiet bus filled with sounds of yawns and engines roaring away. listening to a song i enjoyed, urge of tears filling my eyes gushed into my head. i felt helpless once again.i did listen the revious night, but i felt fortunate at that point of time. i was chatting withyou... i wasnt pretty much affected by the moods conveyed by the song. have i not learnt to balance my emotions? days ground without you and days fairies with you around



days ground without you and days fairies with you around.

belongs to memories

i take a breath,
a breath of memories,

a breath of memories....
a breath taking me to where i wan to belongs to....
let me feel the breath one more time.
just one more time,

hanging on to the word and breath of the words...
memories of where i wan to be....

where i wan to be????

visions blurred by tears of memories.

items

it takes two words and one item of sentimental values to bring smiles in my heart.

4th day

a book that's halfway through.
a heart that longs for one.
waiting for your return.
thoughts of your return excites me -)
off i go continuing my reading

3rd day

if i can walk on the clouds, will you walk with me on the waters ?
if i can walk on fire, will you walk with me on the sun ?
if i can walk on the greens, will you walk with me in the woods?

denser...
longing, misses, sunshine smiles always from you..

for you walking around in circles in my head, leaving footsteps in my memories.
braincells killed, a common topic. smiles and memories i gathered.

3rd day. a book accompanying my time. my soul. a book that satisfy my souls questionings.

_i miss you.._

FeeLingS

Watching the world as it passes by, i cant find my pace. but i still believe.
History abt you doesn't matter to me at all, i'm only interested in the future and the present with you. Lost in the world as it passes by, trying to smile but you cant hide your tears. i hope i can be with you, together we pray for all our hopes and dreams...together....

i always wanted to let you know how i feel, but circumstances doesnt allow me to do so.
hurt, confused and troubled is what i'm afraid you might feel. But i still believe.

Floating like a star you are, shining as you always will. Thats what you means to me.
To the feeling i have for you, to the determinations i have, to the gravity my feelings towards you...

Aishiteruze....

Seek

lead me to the heart i seek,
an ocean is where i am now,
facing the vast seas,
i seek for you.
facing the horizon,
i'm finding the key to the answer i seek
in my life,
in my beliefs,
in one's heart.

2nd day

Every second passed...very quiet...hMmm...basically..kinda colourless life yeah today... not very productive today yeah...watch some ONE PIECE, race on my NFS MW..pretty usual stuff...As for the afternoon, i read a book that she recommended... pretty nice book...love it... AT LEAST there's something productive.. i'm recommending THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE by RICK WARREN to everyone out there...a pretty nice book...it somehow leads me to understand and to know more abt my purpose of life..hmm..well..still reading...and getting hooked to the book...haha...hmm...when will u be back...bahh...sunshine smile.....

* unspoken thoughts, unspoken feelings, unspoken words *

1st day

today is the first day since she's gone...and it seems to me that i have not talk to her for weeks or even months. . .

A call, one ring.
a conversation, two person,
a smile, three thoughts,

thought of you,
thougth of worrying,
thought of trust.

when will u be back? days seems funny and long...

*hOpE*

i could have chosen not to love you if i tried,
i could have deceived myself if i tried,
i could have buried myself with lies if i tried,

no, i didnt try.
because i understand why,

Why?

because i saw your eyes that catches my soul.

A glimmer of hope is all it takes for a thought to turn into an action.
i shall be strong and hold on to that glimpse of hope.

^LoVe^

In childhood, i always followed,
The treasure map in my heart,
Lead me to the promised land i sought,
That i might not lose to one unknown,
Even now,
All i can do is sigh,
Everyone's still,
My true dreams has yet to be fulfilled,
But if the world changes,
Could you take me from when i know nothing,
Take me with you, so my memories won't fade,
Take me so i won't be caught up in the pain,

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

I'll love you....








A smile of yours is brighter then a thousand candles, a thought of you is sweeter then honey and sugars, the beauty and charisma of yours attracts me...For you i'm attracted, for you i pray....