~Fidelity~

Probably you are a dream come true,
Probably you are there for me to discover,
Probably you are just a dream,
Probably i am just not meant for you.

For everything that we have done, we have seen and touched,
i wanna go through it all over again.
Zoo, Chomp Chomp, Kathiv Mac, Huogang Interchange, Chinatown, Pasir Ris Park...
I wanna be there, mimic the things we have done before, for the memories are so vivid.

From falling in love with you, till today, remains the same,
i will never find another lover sweeter then you, sweeter then you.

I chose to say a fact that i so long took courage to break,
For a fact that i prepared myself to say, i've altogether hurt you all over again.
For my selfishness, i care not your feelings ?
For my righteousness, i care not your heart ?
For my honestly, i hurt you ?
For the courage you have taken the first step, makes both our hurt goes deeper.
For YOU i love, i chose to not hide from you in shame.

I just want to give you something worth living for.
It's only foolish,
But we have just begun,
I dont wanna stop this, i just want to be someone worth living for.

-SoMeTHING worTH waitING fOR-

A day passed, just like that, wasted.
Days when i'm with you, don't seems so.

Till Today, cherishing you is the right thing to do.

Loaded with worries, i choose to trust you.

Loaded with love, i happen to hurt you.

Why am i denied the rights to love you.

Can i show you that i'm for real ?

Why do i seems so far from you, when you have got the keys to my heart.

-a brittled key; a cased lock.-

Why continue if this journey hurts so much,i looks on my destination, journey is just the process.roads might changes, injuries i may have, for the love i have tasted is so real, i press on for the destination, You.

Thesis of Hurt

Why rays of hopes are given when you aren't ready.

Why did you give the chance to lit up again.

Why did you kiss me.

Why did you hug me.

Don't you know that gives me a sense of love and hope ?

Fell and up i picked, fell i got myself into again.

Sky is big and oceans deep, not big enough to contain my sorrowness.

Trees green and snow white, not as vivid as my pain.

Don't deminish my hope after you have given them to me.

Don't take away my hope when pain is so hard to bear everytime.

"all i wanna do, is to be there for you when you need me"

"all i wanna do, is to make you happy"
-it seems so fiction now. a fiction that i used to have complete faith in.

Holding you in my arms, all troubles just disappears and all i wanna do is to be there.
Happiness seems so distants. Why is it that hard for us to get back ?

Why didn't you believe me that we shouldn't take things that slow.
Why didn't you choose to trust and believe in me in anythings i do ?

Am i unreliable?
i want to love you, but i don't see if you are opening up for me.

a basket of hope

The love i can give, is not what you want ?
The love i need, is not what you can give ?

For that i choose to disagree.
For the fact that if so, we won't be attracted by each other in the first place.
For that fact, we wont be together in the first place.

Is it really my fault to give my best in a relationship?
is it wrong to give my best again after another fail?
Is treasuring each other this hard ?
Am i thinking too much ?

dragging my feet, i took you along.
into this endless fight, we exhausted.
sitting here then there, i felt helpless.
tears roll with my helplessness and pain.
tears rolls with my fustrations.
tears rolls with my feelings for you.
i yearn for you.

LoSt treasures

You asked me to listen to Zui Jin - Li Sheng Jie.
You said the lyrics somehow is about us.

Are we already not competitable for each other ?
Are we already giving up on this ?
Is this what Love is all about ?
Is this how we should end it ?
My image of us, is never in this way..
My image of us is everything about us.
Is this a beginning or an ending.
Is this going cycle or are we really and ready to break free from this and have a better future.

Assurance, Faith, Trust, Love, Commitment, Beliefs

Though,
-communicated
-cried
-tried
-hurt
-thinking for you
-emptied
-doubts
-end.

Can LoVe be more complex ? Can LovE be more demanding.
Can lOvE last? Can lOVe withstand.
Can LOVE be more then what we are now, can love be simple.

How desstructive DoubTs can bring to LoVe,
how amazing LoVe and satisfy one?

how LoVe tortures one?
how LoVe fills one.

What's Understanding?
What's Compromising.

A RelationshiP that belongs to you and me,
a bond that we both share.
A LoVe that we both commits,
a time we share.


A Laughter of yours,
a warmth in me.
A Smile of yours,
a clouds' nine i feel
A Kiss from you,
a protective me.
A Tears of yours,
a broken heart i am.


A compromised you, a useless me?
A understanding you, a beautiful me?

Why is LoVe both filling and draining?
There are many kinds of love. You are a kind of it.
You, are a form of living love i gain.


Can i be your blanket when it snows,
Can i be your shield when you're hurt,
Can i be yours for you will be happy,
Can i be there for you when u need me.

I Love you,
is gaining your love and trust hard on you?